at this very moment when most of you are sleeping,

the protective layer in my stomach is depleting, losing its fight against the gastric juices and causing tremendous pain in my tummy :C

oh fuck..

somehow, i'm not feeling very excited over the coming holidays.
hmm, its definitely because it should be for me to study and at the end of it will be mst
damn, i'm so not looking forward to that.

woke up late this morn,
and then i went to school at 1 instead of 8.30 :/
that was like the first and last time this term i skipped class.
so guai right :D

during dinner time, accompanied my dad and mom to queensway cus my dad needs a running shoe.
damn, i need want to. a nike free would be good :x
had dinner then went home to catch my last episode of bian zou qu.

i'm free this holiday, anybody wanna date me? PLEASE??
shopping, sports, exercising, tanning and any outdoor activities i'll do :)

i've been thinking about my life
somehow i think i've been wasting it
all i do is dota and sleep and seriously i find it very mundane.
but god damn it.
i dont know of anything else which i can do.

actually i'm damn interested in going to learn muay thai and japanese but i've got no fucking acquaintance with the same interest.
i mean, my classmates, they definitely don't have much more of a life than me.
they like to engage in meaningless activities like going home, study, playing mahjong, gambling on anything they can gamble on and ..
aiya meaningless.

damn sian lor. i've already wasted 19 years of my life doing nothing and its not going to get any better.

the clock is ticking.. :C
before i know it i'll be old
then i'll die
and i haven't accomplished anything..

letting go isn't all that simple

wow this is my 200th

today, went to have lunch at staff centre and the food effing sucks bigtime.
not to mention its cold hard and lots of fish related. -.-
is it to suit the swimming pool outside?

went to catch indian jones after school. opps indiana jones
the show is seriously too adventuring.
of course i find this kinda show fake
they say someones been here before, but then the trap doors which majestically unfolds into place looks so complicated i dont believe it can revert back for the majestic opening again

and damn, i'm rather disgusted by guys putting smileys on every other line they type.
its effing irritating and damn act cute pls..



like a happy family:/

after class today, went over to srg lab to nua. went to pei didi awhile cus he go there tio kan :/ lol
then, went over to subway at tiong for lunchie!
and went home to sleep and missed dinner :C

somehow i've been thinking, if they built bicycle track which link the whole of sg tgt, there wouldn't be so many vehicles around. and the weather would be a tad less fucked up.
and then everybody will be more healthy with lesser TT around :D
just my $0.02 worth

but then again, everybody is born lazy

i dont seem to be able to sleep at the regular hours anymore:C
or rather, i cant seem to sleep as freely as before.
theres something really really wrong............................ -.-

went zouk on friday night.
went to gw to have mac b4 entering and then phuture was sold out. :( saded
then we went to order a jug of whiskey dry since it was one for one.
drink till puke then go home.

lol fucking cui can.. :x